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….
you got to find what you love
(i don’t remember where i read that words, just in someone speech. quite immportant person i guess)

i guess everybody agreed with it although not everyone brave enough to do it.
my problem is.. i haven’t found mine. i haven’t found things that i really love to do. i guess…
have you? how do you know that you really love what you are doing now?
it might just something that you have to do. not something that you really love to do.
how if you just think you like it, but it is not something you really love.

if i haven’t find it, what should i do to find it?
if i found it, would i be brave enough to do it?
and how if i don’t know how to do it?or the situation not letting me to do it?
should i leave it?
i’m such a coward, am i?

….
someone said to me that i don’t have to being different. well, who said that i have to?!!
and does everyone trying to be different now? well, i guess they just try to play their own part in this big world. and everyone doing the samething for that. being different!!!.
…what am i trying to say? confused.
anyway, could you tell me what is not being different? everyone dying to be different!! well, in many way they think they did. so how could i’m not being different?

…in the middle of no where…
in the end of this journey, what will i find?

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