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l’m alice in the wonderland
such curious with the rabbit
don’t know why
don’t know what you are
don’t know where you go
why are you looks so in a rush?
what chase you?
is there something there?
what is it?
happiness?
or something bad?
i’m so curious…
do you know i’m chasing you rabbit?
such long journey to chase you
but still i can not find you
but you know
i met the cat
i met ugly duck
and i met pooh, piglet, and owl too
got lost
got a cake
found a treasure
so many…
but then ….
the queen mad at me
ooh did i made a mistake?
oh no..
she and all the soldier chase me
ooohh i can not find my way out
the door is too small
i’m running out the cake
the door told me that i have to wake up
it’s time to wake up
my time is up

….
and so
i wake up
felt lonely…
they were all gone
but it was such wonderfull adventure
and my day will begin with happiness
hopefully

hujan hari ini menyejukkan.

….
you got to find what you love
(i don’t remember where i read that words, just in someone speech. quite immportant person i guess)

i guess everybody agreed with it although not everyone brave enough to do it.
my problem is.. i haven’t found mine. i haven’t found things that i really love to do. i guess…
have you? how do you know that you really love what you are doing now?
it might just something that you have to do. not something that you really love to do.
how if you just think you like it, but it is not something you really love.

if i haven’t find it, what should i do to find it?
if i found it, would i be brave enough to do it?
and how if i don’t know how to do it?or the situation not letting me to do it?
should i leave it?
i’m such a coward, am i?

….
someone said to me that i don’t have to being different. well, who said that i have to?!!
and does everyone trying to be different now? well, i guess they just try to play their own part in this big world. and everyone doing the samething for that. being different!!!.
…what am i trying to say? confused.
anyway, could you tell me what is not being different? everyone dying to be different!! well, in many way they think they did. so how could i’m not being different?

…in the middle of no where…
in the end of this journey, what will i find?