dunia mimpiku

gone too soon

Like a comet
Blazing ‘cross the evening sky
Gone too soon

Like a rainbow
Fading in the twinkling of an eye
Gone too soon

Shiny and sparkly
And splendidly bright
Here one day
Gone one night

Like the loss of sunlight
On a cloudy afternoon
Gone too soon

Like a castle
Built upon a sandy beach
Gone too soon

Like a perfect flower
That is just beyond your reach
Gone too soon

Born to amuse
To inspire to delight
Here one day
Gone one night
………………………………………
i don’t know what was there
but take a rest

thank you for coming in my life
even just in the twinkling of an eye

i still don’t understood
why life seem so unfair
for you, me and so many more
at least i try to figure it out

thank you for coming in my life
To inspire to delight
Here one day

even i don’t know the reason
why?
why you go?

a part of me said that it’s…natural
it’s life
but another part said that you are something special for me
one person that i know
and it’s not easy to accept that you leave

But thank you
thank you for comin’ in my life

menengok sebentar dari psik tercinta
sedikit mendung

l’m alice in the wonderland
such curious with the rabbit
don’t know why
don’t know what you are
don’t know where you go
why are you looks so in a rush?
what chase you?
is there something there?
what is it?
happiness?
or something bad?
i’m so curious…
do you know i’m chasing you rabbit?
such long journey to chase you
but still i can not find you
but you know
i met the cat
i met ugly duck
and i met pooh, piglet, and owl too
got lost
got a cake
found a treasure
so many…
but then ….
the queen mad at me
ooh did i made a mistake?
oh no..
she and all the soldier chase me
ooohh i can not find my way out
the door is too small
i’m running out the cake
the door told me that i have to wake up
it’s time to wake up
my time is up

….
and so
i wake up
felt lonely…
they were all gone
but it was such wonderfull adventure
and my day will begin with happiness
hopefully

hujan hari ini menyejukkan.

….
you got to find what you love
(i don’t remember where i read that words, just in someone speech. quite immportant person i guess)

i guess everybody agreed with it although not everyone brave enough to do it.
my problem is.. i haven’t found mine. i haven’t found things that i really love to do. i guess…
have you? how do you know that you really love what you are doing now?
it might just something that you have to do. not something that you really love to do.
how if you just think you like it, but it is not something you really love.

if i haven’t find it, what should i do to find it?
if i found it, would i be brave enough to do it?
and how if i don’t know how to do it?or the situation not letting me to do it?
should i leave it?
i’m such a coward, am i?

….
someone said to me that i don’t have to being different. well, who said that i have to?!!
and does everyone trying to be different now? well, i guess they just try to play their own part in this big world. and everyone doing the samething for that. being different!!!.
…what am i trying to say? confused.
anyway, could you tell me what is not being different? everyone dying to be different!! well, in many way they think they did. so how could i’m not being different?

…in the middle of no where…
in the end of this journey, what will i find?

langit mencurahkan berkahnya hari ini
semoga daerah-daerah yang sedang kekeringan juga segera diberi berkah

Berusaha paham
memahami kultur budaya orang lain ternyata ga mudah ya
yah memahami orang lain saja ga gampang
apalagi…
meskipun begitu
ternyata jadi pelajaran yang menyenangkan dan seru!!

norma, etika, gaya hidup, kebiasaan etc
ternyata bisa slightly different or way different di masing-masing daerah
menyenangkan banget bisa ketemu bermacam orang di ITB
berusaha memahami seperti inginnya aku dimengerti
terkadang ga mudah
….
‘ga penting deh’, ‘apaan sih?’, ‘hhh, anak muda sekarang..’
‘ga ngerti’, ‘maksudnya?’, ‘kolot banget sih’,'please deh’, ‘ga wise banget’
bla bla bla

tapi terkadang membuatku terkagum-kagum
…
‘lucu banget’, ‘keren..’, ‘pernah? :o’, ”oh ya?’, ‘hebat’, ‘bisaan euy’, ‘kok kepikiran sih?’
‘lalu, lalu?’ bla bla bla

SERU!!!

ternyata indah kan dunia?
penuh warna
terkadang cemerlang
terkadang buram
tanpa yang buram aku tak pernah tahu apa itu cemerlang
meski abu-abu terkadang seperti plin-plan
tapi bisa jadi bentuk toleransi
who knows

btw, di aula barat mulai tanggal 7-30 juni 2005 ada pameran ‘Video Sclupture’
(bener ga ya tulisannya, kalo salah maaf…)
keren banget!!!
recommeded banget buat di tonton

Minggu, 12 Juni 2005

Hari ini mendung

langit malam merah
sendu

have u ever been scared?

yah kaya
waktu nunggu giliran loncat harimau waktu ujian olahraga,

atau nunggu giliran dipanggil hapalan Quran waktu ujian pelajaran agama,

atau ini, waktu ngerusakin barang di rumah trus nunggu bapak ibu pulang en nunggu dimarahin ato
dimaafkan!!
(damn saat-saat yang menyiksa)

Takut kadang-kadang konyol ya

ada temenku yang takut ma ulat..
bayangkan takut ma makhluk kecil berbulu yang lucu!

sekali injek juga bakalan mati

well takut ma apapun itu

ketegangannya seru kan?

padahal ‘orang-orang’ bilang kita hanya boleh takut pada Tuhan

HANYA pada Tuhan
supaya kita ‘terbebaskan’ (btw, aku belum terlalu ngerti makna kata yang satu ini, so don’t ask!)

tapi bukankah takut itu manusiawi?

menunjukkan kita masih manusia

manusia yang punya kelemahan
(nug sepakat, rocker juga manusia lho)

meskipun takut ma hal-hal yang konyol

Sekali lagi takut itu wajar

membuat kita lebih waspada

bayangkan kita ga punya rasa takut

lempeng aja terjun dari lantai 5 PAU

minum racun,ngebunuh,tiduran di rel kereta (hiiiii)

intinya takut itu bikin kita survive

asal ga berlebihan kali ya

ah semua yang berlebihan kan emang ga boleh

jadi ga papa.
akui saja

anyway, i’m scared now…

it’s getting closer…

could you feel its comin’?
could you hear its steps?

it’s getting closer…
and closer..

duarrr!!!

apan sih nug

ngga banget deh

lewatlah lewat…

LULUS JULI POKOKNYA MAH!!!

than it’s coming…

hari ini langitnya cerah
birunya…

hari ini aku baru liat edaran penjatuhan sanksi buat anak himafi 2004 yang ikut PPAM
heran…
keheranan yang paling simple ; have you ever being young before? ckckck.
masa ngelarang orang berserikat dan berkumpul? dan ngelarang ikutan kegiatan?
huee.. kok ITB gini sih?

tapi semakin ditindas makin kelihatan mana orang-orang hebatnya
dan ternyata cewek-cewek!!!
mereka punya sikap, berani, dan konsisten.
keren banget…
bangga banget ngelihatnya
pantaslah jadi putri-putri terbaik bangsa

bangganya…
masih ada putra-putri Indonesia yang berani ngelawan keadaan
ga menyerah gitu aja

Jadi optimis ngelihat Indonesia
kita pasti bisa perbaiki
masih banyak orang-orang hebat disini

semakin ditindas makin kuat dan kreatif sajalah ya..